Is THAT' you?

The little voice of wisdom inside that you keep ignoring...because you were obviously more impressed with 'THAT!
Flashy suave and glamorous!and you start thinking 'THAT' is all that you ever wanted to become!
That sharp look in the eye...ARROGANCE...CONFIDENCE and all the power to buy the whole world...and the world dying to be bought by 'THAT'..
and then slowly you realise there are 1000 masters shouting orders at'THAT'......
maybe 'that' loves it this way...
maybe 'THAT' likes to be thus!
maybe THAT' really doesnt care about the ends and means...
maybe THAT' is just a lttle caught for now...
maybe THAT didnt mean to ....
just maybe 'THAT' has a heart of gold inside...maybe

and you cringe ....if only you had the courage to ask...

Is that' you?
IS that' what you wanted to be?

Then what happened?

Tell me the next story...then what hAppened?

I was looking for a river..and the river was too big to be mine..and so i decided not to call it mine anymore...and then i even stopped looking at that river...because offcourse it wasnt even mine!
and the river began singing...
and i lost my ability to hear..i was getting old and cynical you know!
then waht happened?
and then i thot it was winter coming...and maybe it was coming..but how would that change any damn thing?
so what if september was here? and so what if november would be here?
and so waht if i undestood what it was about ...
i would still be here in
this metro life!
this bloody metro life!